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I Will Want You When We Are Ghosts

by Blackout Orchestra

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1.
Siren Song 03:36
I saw you coming down the bike path, going too fast eyes ahead with such defiance like a kid - "look ma, no hands!" then you were lying on the road the sirens calling and your spokes bent out of shape like back in art school - "fuck the man!" When the sirens called your name was their voice and mine the same? I came to visit you alone beside your bed, your eyes were closed and no one knew if you would open them again I kiss the scars upon your face I bring you flowers every day I always say "I love you", but you can't say the same 'cuase you can't say anything when the sirens called your name was their voice and mine the same? they want you to wake up but I don't want to break up they want you to wake up, but I don't want to wake up from you
2.
Fine Lines 04:56
It's a good show you come alive in strangers clothes it's a hard no no one's gonna take you home we pass in the streets, we never speak (when you were lying next to me) I guess we're trying to be discreet (I remember falling at your feet) you're kitty-corner from my place (like memories you can't erase) I'll see you around sometime again it's a fine line we walk between the days and nights telling white lies when you have been denies three times but I see you wandering this town your eyes are glazed but I still see the frightened child underneath I'm sure that you don't mean no harm except those blisters on your arms they say that you are doing fine I guess it's just a fine line it falls away like the lines on your face I'll remember your eyes in the morning I'll remember you lying on the ground I'll remember your voice when you're laughing I'll remember the screaming and the sound it's a fine line
3.
Bijou 05:03
I have this recurring dream slow motion, you walk towards me the cameras close in for the kiss cue the soundtrack, roll the credits then the dream it fades away as I start to wake my eys open to the sun with your name on my tongue
4.
If you saw me from the inside I'd be carrying her ghost and I named my new pet "Alice" together we go chasing rabbits and when I hold her she feels at home I only kiss her when we're alone Follow me kids! I've found the treasure at the end of the rainbow there's a noose for each one of you, this is my new condition these ribs are a prison for this tiny heart who's got an escape plan to make me fall apart she's a special girl my new friend but I never did know the way to wonderland
5.
The first snow of the winter seen through your apartment windown in the month we got together back when everything was hopeful I never cared for Christmas and my dad died in December but the warm glow on your face is all I can remember some gifts you can return but this one is so bittersweet smoking by that window the taste of wine comes back to me the nearly perfect moments and the awful curse of memory that flickers on your face, I'm sure the candles burn with jealousy tonight and so much like those candles I'm embarassed how I burned for you translated to this dull ache I can't shake grieving the living is full time work but I will want you when we are ghosts the bells ring in the morning, I'm still breathing more or less my friends come byto shake me off and clear the whisey from my breath they pull me back together and help me make some sense they rattled me awake and scared me half to death and it's good living alone I like the quiet and the freedom I don't want to share my home but I will want you when we are ghosts
6.
Stargazing 05:07
I'll never leave this town, but I travel to the stars on my TV This planet might be grand, but I still feel that it's too small for me I've never been in love, but I love the way I leave here in my dreams Orion lost his clothes but he left his belt above for us to see There goes my star (above the house you're all I see) across the sky You've traveled far (I never thought you'd fall for me) to shine your light She says it's funny how I always dress like someone that's not me I told her when I'm scared there's a hero in the closet I can be If I have to choose a god, I'll find him on the pages or the screen "You talk an awful lot" she said, "for someone lying here in bed with me" I may never leave this town but I'll travel to the stars when you're with me This planet might be small, but it's big enough if it's just you and me
7.
Sit right down and talk awhile it's not like you've got a thousand miles to go were you trying to break my heart? maybe you should get in line I hope you've got some extra time it's been done a thousand times and I'm tired of being kind go lay down you look so tired, those last few drinks have got you wired I know it's hard to keep track of the lies you've told just walk away you look so old when you're playing cool just like you're told just flash a smile, let your guard down and be bold you try so hard to be divine it ages you before your time you don't need to know everything if you see me on the street today you can walk the other way I've no time to play but I won't stay inside today
8.
Wanderlust 04:22
Just stop - it's time to re-evaluate this scene you know I never trust when people are too clean you caught me feeling sorry for myself and trying too hard hot blooded, thick-skinned and immune to twisted arms put your head down and lets go find an exit, then a boat head into the lake and no one will hear from us again it's not really that I want to be alone I just don't need any baggage when I go I like to think that I will do just fine out on my own and if I fail there are plenty of sad records left to own I'll keep my head up and go forth multiply and divide my sense of worth head to the harbor and get back into my boat goodbye, safe harbour! when I find my island in the sun I'll be sure to write a letter home I'll let you know I'm doing fine sometimes the journey just takes time
9.
Goodnight baby I'll be waiting when sleep takes you I'll be with you don't be scared to go you won't be alone I tried to help you but I needed help too still, you know me always dreaming goodnight, my love don't be scared to try I'll be on your side You won't be alone
10.
I doubt you'll ever hear this, I just want someone to know that you came into my life when I needed someone most and I'm sorry for the curtain call but I'm not sorry for the show I'm not sorry that we built something even if we couldn't make it go I know you'll be alright, just make it through tonight some morning you'll be fine and there'll be nothing but blue skies and I hope someday you hear this and I hope by then you're proud of the time we spent together walking underneath dark clouds I hope now that you're happy and I hope you're having fun and I hope the clouds have gone away and I hope you're in the sun

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released March 5, 2021

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Lo-fi art-alt-post-pop-rock for long walks, dark nights of the soul, and underwear dancing in your bedroom.

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